For a girl named Raven.

THERE IS JUST SO MUCH GOING ON RIGHT NOW!
But.... I'm not stressed. I am tired as hell, but I. am. happy. Time is speeding by, but I'm allowing time for WANTS versus NEEDS. I am spending time just enjoying myself and being happy rather than constantly, 100% of the time, being focused on being productive and 'getting ahead.' I feel as though play time is coming to an end, however. In order for me to get to where I want to go, I'm going to need more drive. I'm learning a new balancing act.

One that includes Adam.

Now, I don't want to be over dramatic and corny, online especially, but Raven wants an update about what's going through my mind. And, to be honest, he's a pretty big part of my thought pattern. :P Yesterday was our "one month anniversary"-awwweee how special ;)- and I promised myself I would stop babbling about him after that, but it's only a day late and I'm going to make an exception.

I don't even know where to begin... Should I begin with Christine's party? When we both were drunk and horny but spent hours getting to know each other by talking? Or should I start with our date last Saturday night which went until 5 in the morning? Guess what we spent hours doing at his house after the movies? Talking. Getting to know each other. How can I include our discussions on a future, religion, marriage and kids with out seeming insane? Can I convey the respect in his touch? How do I describe how close we've become, how much I like him? Love seems to cover everything nicely :)

I'm analyzing all of my plans - plans for school, travel, careers... family... - and imagining how to fit that swell little man into my mass of dreams.

So .. um... yeah :)