The hardest part is behind me now.
I don`t know what tomorrow will bring and I`m not going to worry about that. I am going to experience today. What I have and what I know. Tomorrow is not a reality - what is the purpose of wasting today worrying about something that only exists in my mind?
I was going through a difficult situation, but my situation is good now, amazing actually. I have been having great days and I am going to take advantage of them. No more crying about yesterday or tomorrow. I am here, now and that is all there is to it.
Reality is a funny thing and has different meanings to different people. Everyone has a different view of reality. I am going to live in a loving, cheerful reality. I accept that life has it`s low points but I refuse to continue to live that as my reality. I accept that life also has great amazing indescribable parts and that`s the reality I chose to enjoy. I am not in denial, I am just choosing my focus. When I have a bad day I`ll have a bad day. But today has not been a bad day, I have just been stuck in previous days.
Today I choose to be loving. I chose to listen. I choose to open my heart. I have not been hurt today, today I have been loved. It doesn`t matter what happened 10 years ago, last year or even yesterday. Today is a new day. I`m sure we`ve all heard that one before ;)
No longer will I let lies from another reality filter into my bliss and taint it with insecurity and pain. I am good enough. I am loved. I have great friends and I can depend on people. Things are getting better and I am always improving. I am beautiful and there is so much happiness dwelling within me.
Today, in this moment I have decided to be caring nice and considerate and therefore I am. I am human and choose to humbly accept my imperfections, always doing the best that I can to be the best possible me. I am removing myself of the expectations and standards I have internalized from my old reality. I just want to love. That is enough.
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